Internships, Routines and habits March - June 2024

Hello to the beautiful Soul reading this, do you feel that as you get older you become painfully aware of all the things that could go wrong and you become scared of the world, scared to look stupid, scared that maybe you truly are not that special after all.

March was - Change of plans ... Internship ... Delhi ... Cancer

My mother undergoes her routine check-ups every 3 months. I had a brief break before the internship began, and since Delhi is just a short flight away from Bangalore, I decided it would be nice to spend some quality time together.

Our initially planned one-week visit extended to a month due to the discovery of a new tumor in her lungs. I was frustrated and weary of this ongoing battle... additional tests were conducted by the doctors, but the results would not be available for over a month. Thus, we waited and waited... during this time, I returned to Mizoram and had to cancel my intention of staying in Bangalore for my internship.

An illustration I made on what I felt about the diagnosis

March April May - Internship and readjusting my life in Mizoram

Initially, I found it quite uneventful, but upon reflection, it wasn't as bad as I thought.

I started collaging, painting, and even cultivated strawberries. I collaborated with a few clients and also took on commissions.